AWOL

Afternoon all!,
I have been AWOL from my blog for quite some time now, but i figure as its a no pressure deal i can still reach my 365 just i have a different celebratory day to everyone else
I will be honest, i thought that this would be an awesome kick start to creativity and truly it has been, although it has more sparked my creativity in a personal and physical way rather than a written way. Unexpected but not at all unwelcome! I have been involved in the good side of life stuff, the stuff that makes for amazing summers and stories i may one day tell my children. I stopped to think about it all the other day, What makes these memories? Why do we take only some with us into the future? Why do the ones we don’t want just leave us be? So i googled it… turns out when it comes to memory a majority of the world are more interested in the kind of memory that makes things run faster or fits to your shape as you sleep. Haven’t we come on in leaps and bounds?! (In fear of digressing allow me pull it back to the last few months.) I have made some amazing memories for myself recently, Other moments not so amazing but still significant and still result in me knowing that i will carry them forward with me for my next adventure.
Adventure… I’ve heard that word an awful lot the last 2 years and up until recently i think i let it bounce off me. As you grow up words like “Adventure” lose much of their excitement. If you think about it, “Midnight feast” is another. Now I am older if i want to get up at 4 and finish a packet of bourbons before going back to bed i’ll bloody do it! No adventure or excitement and the altered waistline due to doing so is my own damn problem!
Adventure… I’m hoping to have a few in the upcoming months. A move is on the cards, I’ll be away from all the friends and family I’ve known or made my entire life. It’s a big step for me, A fresh start, albeit slightly forced. I won’t be going too far but as I don’t drive visits won’t be so easy there will be no one to “kiss the boo-boos” should I come crashing to my knees but hey ho. As upsetting as it is it’s a solo mission and quite frankly sometimes you just have to grab the bull by the horns, kick him in the nuts, and hang on for a hell of a ride!

To the next chapter x

Everyone should look

At this blog if they havent seen it yet! Gave me such a giggle!

http://www.Sleeptalkinman.blogspot.com/

Sometimes, when i’m down…

…. I look up stupid cartoons to make myself feel better. So this time i decided to share a few …

An Interesting read!

http://iloveashtray.wordpress.com/

Something and nothing

When was it that things became so strange?
Who took my world and made it change,
Into this cynical existence which traps us from our dreams
And enables us,
Or so it seems,
To share our cares,worries,thoughts or true feelings,
So its dealt with alone,
Unbelieving,
Concealing,
The feelings that you feel but you have to hold on,
In fear that if you speak that your words will be wrong.
So you put on an act,
It becomes the real you,
Read back through these word you will see that its true
And your life can be lost through this thing in your mind,
When you only see red through your eyes your just blind
Please listen real hard to the words that i say,
And find the real you in your heart anyway.